What the heck is this?

THIS is my way of dealing with a sister who is in some part of her life where she just can't see love. I'm doing this for a couple of reasons. 1. I'm so sick of people saying that it's a personal issue or that they are "going to stay out of it." - How do we progress as giving and loving humans if we don't hear one another's hurts and issues and try to help and learn from each other? Sure, it's not comfortable, but come on world. I say GET INVOLVED. I just can't stand one more person in this world estranging themselves because they can't learn how to put themselves into another person's shoes or are afraid to face the things that hurt them. I'm sick of it. This is me reaching out. 2. I hope somehow this will help me heal from the pain that has been caused from actions that can not be taken back. (Story to follow...) 3. Maybe someone out there will know what I'm going through and feel comforted that they aren't the only one who struggles with this type of issue.....and one sided adult "rivalry". I'm going to be bare bones honest and let no stone unturned. Remember this is mainly for me...but if it helps you....it's for you too. What to expect: LOTS of words. Very few photos. LOTS of words. Did I mention a lot of words? Ok...so my next entry will be something about the beginning. I'm going to start from the beginning which is May 9, 1985....the day my little sister was born. The same year I got a cabbage patch doll for Christmas and the same year I got a scar on my chin for being a daring kid. This is for us Michelle. I love you.